• divorce,  Life

    Happily ever after is right now.

    What a year 2018 was. It was my first “full” year as a divorced woman. Wow, never thought that would ever be anything I would be. I would like to think that I have handled it well. I guess when…

  • Life

    … but i should have known better.

    This is a story that I have never told I gotta get this off my chest to let it go I need to take back the light inside you stole You’re a criminal And you steal like you’re a pro…

  • divorce,  Life,  parenting

    what i didn’t know six months ago

    six months ago my life as i thought i knew it flipped upside down. it was my 30th birthday, that life milestone you spend your twenties simultaneously dreading and looking forward to. on one hand it is that “omg i’m…

  • Life

    new beginnings

    hi there! welcome to my imperfect little corner of the interwebs. i’m courtney. some of you may know me from what feels like a previous life over at journeyofadreamer.com. i spent years and years blogging about my life there. that…

  • Life

    It’s just mine.

    Just over month ago I turned 30. I had so many plans and dreams and expectations about what 30 would look like. I wasn’t one of those people who dreaded it. I expected to leave the struggles and uncertainty of my twenties…

  • Healing + Growth

    Giving Voice To The Struggle

    📌 Editor’s Note (2025):I wrote this at a time when I was unraveling—personally, emotionally, relationally. What I didn’t fully name then, but I see clearly now, is that this particular struggle wasn’t just about anxiety or overfunctioning. It was panic—panic…

  • Life

    Finding My “Why” Changed My Life

    You know when you’re a kid and you think about what you want to be when you grow up? Astronaut, Doctor, Rock Star, Ballerina… Nothing is impossible. We don’t think about the logic or the path it will take to…

  • Life

    Where does your food come from?

    While I prefer knowing exactly where my food is coming from sometimes it just isn’t possible to spend your weekends at the farmer’s market or to grow your food. In this fast paced, on the go world I end up having…